One time I wanted to see how music effected my drawing and I wrote the song down by each peice of the drawing I was working on and it just turned into a woman with song titles in her hair and it was weird
i guess people are in relationships with their iphones now?
the thought of death really scares me a lot actually, and it’s such an irrational fear
like everything and everyone dies at some point, even the trees, even the stars, even the planets die. What I don’t understand is why, why does everything have to die? Why can’t everything live forever? I don’t want to die, I know that it seems weird saying this at 20 years old, but I can’t say that 20 years will seem like a lifetime away when 20 years already feels like yesterday.
I wish the days lasted longer
I wish the flowers smelled sweeter
I wish the leaves and the grass were greener
I wish that life lasted longer
I wish nothing had to die
I don’t think I’ll ever come to terms with death, I don’t think I can, with no proof of any other existence other than this mortal life, and any chances of life continuing after death are ruined by embalming fluid, caskets, burning, rotting.
And if re-incarnation is real, I still won’t remember any of this
I will die one day, and I will beg and plead and cry to keep going, because I don’t want to die, I never want to die, not because I want to live forever, but because I have so much in my life, I have too much to die for. I have so much love to give, and so many places to go, and so many people to meet, I have everything to live for and nothing to die for, and I never will.
one time I told my mom that I thought I liked girls
I don’t like girls though
I fall in love with everyone
I might not get to go everywhere id like to but in a month im opening up a bank account and saving up for australlia
Ms. Pat bought me a thing to set my laptop on with a fan so it doesn’t overheat and it has speakers and stuff on it and you can use it for your ipad or whatever but i don’t have one of those but I really like this thing anyway
and uh
my dad has more faith in my cousin then he does me and that’s messed up
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